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In His Time
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It was a week after my certification exam and I was pulling my hair out
in anticipation of my test results. I received the results, excited to
learn the outcome. Unfortunately I did not pass all three parts of the
test. I was happy to pass two of the three, but was disappointed to have
only missed the third test by three points! After all the praying by
Beth and I and all of you , I still fell short.
I couldn't understand why all the prayers went unanswered. I always
thought that if two or more people prayed about something, it would be
granted to them. I decided I would retake the part of the test I missed
in August. As you know Beth and I were getting married in August also.
I ended up forgetting about the retake application form I was supposed to
send in by the end of July. This forced me to wait until November 19 (coming
soon!) to retake the test. I was very disappointed in myself for
forgetting, because I needed to pass by September so that I could be
certified and work for the Orthopedic and Fracture Clinic. Now I had to
turn down this job and wait another three months to retake the exam. I
remember asking God why he let this happen to me, I never got an answer.
Almost a week later I received a call at work from my old high
school football coach, Tom Murphy. Tom offered me a job as the head
coach for junior high football at Nicollet, MN and the assistant job for
the varsity. I decided to take it and I'm glad I did. We ended up going
undefeated in the junior high and finished the regular season 8-0 with
the varsity. Nicollet won a conference championship for the second
consecutive year and clinched a bye in the first round of the playoffs.
We won our first game and lost the section final to #1 ranked Westbrook
Walnut Grove. After the season I was having a conversation in the
coaches’ office with Tom and another assistant coach. We were
discussing the season and how everything fell into place. All of a
sudden I had something that I had to say, I could hear the words running
through my head as if they were trying to bust out! This is what I
said: "I know now why I didn't pass my certification exam. Because,
if I would have passed it I would have taken the job with the OFC and
not coached." I think it was God answering my question. God wanted
me to coach, that's why He allowed me to not pass the first time and
miss the deadline the next. I didn't want to tell the coaches that I
think God allowed us to lose because He knew I had to have a little time
to study before November 19. I'm so thankful that God answered my
question: I had more fun and learned so much through my coaching than I
thought I ever would. What an example of answered prayer. This just
proves that God brings joy even in the midst of disappointment.
Jason Becker